Sorry guys i just downloaded a whole bunch of new brushes for photoshop and i couldn't resist using them on these two photos. Feel free to do the same back to me. If it pisses you off that much, send me a hate mail and I'll consider removing it. Hehe.
I added on the lipsticks for Andrew & Sri because June's look on the photo seems to be smirking at something, so I thought why not let her really smirk at something.
hate me later, love me now
My dog's been diagnosed with cancer in the mouth.
How long does she have? I don't know and I'm not sure.
If she was fine and healthy, she's supposed to have another 4-6 years.
I wish we could afford to get second and third opinions, as whatever the vet told me somehow doesn't seem to fit in with my research done online.
Or is it just Malaysian vets that are ill informed?
I have no clue.
I don't even know what stage is she at for fucks sake.
Some sites suggest the solution of removing part of their jaw where the tumour/growth is, they then have surgical replacement jaws. This is definately not an option I want to even consider about. It would be too selfish of me, even if I could afford it. Put her in pain and discomfort for the rest of her life just so I want her around a little longer? No way jose.
There's also sites that recommends radiotherapy/chemotherapy for dogs. Yes, exactly like how humans would be treated. There's also holistic treatments, doggy cancer diets and what not. I'm so lost I don't know where to start.
The latest thought for me was to change her and put her on a strict doggy cancer diet. I've come across a few sites thus far, but some are only willing to share their sucess story only if you purchase either their e-book or their book. You know what? These people shouldn't even have pets! Motherfuckers! How greedy and selfish can a person be? Sheesh.
With all these being said, all I know is that I need a more proper and more specific diagnose. Anyone can recommend me a brilliant track record vet around KL? Or anywhere for that matter. In Malaysia of course.
They should start having animal insurances as well man. Damn shit. I don't know if I can afford much of whatever treatment possible. Argh.
Anyway to dog owners and future dog owners, let me share this information with you. According to Canine Cancer Resource Centre, Cancer is not only the leading cause of non-accidental death in dogs but nearly half of all dogs over age 10 die from cancer. So if you want your dog to die like a normal old aged dog, start watching his/her diet as well, as it does in one way or another effect. And to think that the vet told me that he's not seen such a case in two years. Funny how different the things he tells me and what I read online are.
I'm obviously sad and pissed.
Now I'm not so sure if ignorance really is bliss.
I wonder if my dog's in bliss not knowing the growth under her tongue that is causing her discomfort is actually cancer. I really do wonder.
Never short of girls, Andrew had a nice and decent, no frills birthday dinner @ where else but Laundry.
This time around, we didn't get him any cute-cute stuff as per his request. Anyway, to cut the long story short... here are the photos as promised/hoped for.
What do you know? In the end we hardly had any photos taken with the birthday boy himself. Haha.
Anyway Kitty, here's hoping you have a Super Duper Spankin' Good Time filling up your brand spankin' new
Hope you like them photos, alot of photos were out of focus therefore I decided to go for the good ol' black & white theme. Ask me for originals people if you want them! You know my email. ;)
I hear the voices of PERU calling me.
As I received the latest text from Kitty, I felt as though it was a last call or a last reminder for me. I think it is so far that only Kitty knows about my dream/wish to one day volunteer in PERU. Within this one week, I had sorta signs coming my way, as if telling me that I am really destined to go there.
After Garfette introduced me/us to IMVU, I have thus been hooked on using that program to chat with people from all over the world. Those of you who are already using it, should be very well aware of the CHAT NOW button which immediately connects you to someone from anywhere in the world.
In my case, I have to admit that I obviously look forward to chatting to boys over girls. No, it's not like I chat to hook up with them, but somehow it's just more interesting I guess. Anyway, back to the story.
One fine click on the CHAT NOW connected me to this girl from Canada, and strangely enough I had decided to WANT to talk to this particular GIRL. We got to chatting and exchange stories of ourselves, it got to a pretty cosy exchange of informations, hopes, dreams and aspirations. Next thing I know, she too has the same dream as I to volunteer in Peru.
I was in my sister's bedroom and on my computer when my mom walked in with a newspaper* in hand. She had a page opened with the header I was a sex addict and life seemed hopeless. FYI, she didn't show me the page because I had that problem. HONEST!!! It was meant for someone else we knew.
She placed the newspaper* on the bed and left. I immediately picked it up to flip to the next page which read "God changing lives in Peru". The instant I saw the header, I was like WOW and tried hard to not make anything out of it.
newspaper* = Alpha News
I got a text from Kitty sharing how she had just had a nice conversation with an artist who probably shares similiar insights and beliefs as her. I kept scrolling down until i reached the sentence that read "He hitched hiked from PERU 37 years ago".
Just how freaky are all these coincidences?
To add on, yesterday I was chatting with a guy I just met over this event that I'm at at the moment. I don't know why but I again shared with him how I want to volunteer in PERU one day, but would need to have enough saved aside first before I do anything. He then told me something that I never would have thought of.
He shared with me that he had a friend who does volunteer work as well and has been in Ghana for the past four years. You know how he funded himself? He got sponsors!! And it was at that moment I was like, wow I never would've thought of that, but it really did give me the light bulb moment.
Now, the only thing is. What sorts of sponsors would I be able to look at?
This question is now officially open to the floor. Haha.
Please throw in suggestions girls...and possibly boys I guess.
So there Kitty, the signs were literally in my face.
I bet you know how I felt when your text came thru, probably just like how you stumble on the inked flowers on pavement. Brr.... *shivers*
Why Peru...?
Good enough a reason?