having her close friends away for holidays this festive seasonmeans more TV time for her
and more time for her to think back
on the things that she has achieved (or failed) in the past year
new friends made, old friends reconciled
ups & downs of everyday's little nuisances
many lessons learnt and treasured
giving, taking and sharing
and knowing who warms the heart when it's at its most fragile
as if the picture above isn't obvious enough
it's of her - the sad girl whose heart got broken
decembers
it's the time when the girl feels the most fragile
memories of a beloved sister lost
some flapping pretty butterflies conjured into life
but, almost in no time, these butterflies flapped away
from being a girl who was once loved
to being a girl with lost love
decembers
it's the time when I know my heart is at its most fragile
nevertheless I will still try to make the most of all that comes
and the least of all that goes
i'm going to run in dreams..
now, leave me alone..
Morning feliners. FINALLY,an entry from me. I'd first planned to post something interesting...like all the friends that I've met up with whenever I could...
I'm currently in Osaka. Just got here few hours ago.. the minute I found out that internet services in the room is free I was so excited. Thinking I could finally sit down peacefully in front of my new baby & type away...
Well,my sis Yvonne was online. I wanted to ask if she's got any plans for Xmas..but before I could do so,she said she's got a bad news for me...from Mum. I knew it... my only cat left (Fluffy) passed away. Apparently Mum couldn't reach me so she told Von to convey this sad news to me.
Hearing this news wasn't as bad as before.Last time when Tiger passed away,I was in London. My mum got Edwin to break the news to me.I was so devastated... I cried in the bus on the way to the airport...in my damn uniform & 3 inches thick make up. At that time when Tiger left,none of us were around. Mum assigned my uncle to take care of him. I heard Tiger was foaming and fidgeting before he became stiff. When asked if a proper burial was done for Tiger,I was shocked to know that they put him into a PLASTIC BAG and threw him into the dumpster!!! OMIGOD! I was angry! But there was nothing I could do.
So I asked,this time since Mum was around when it happened,was there a proper burial for Fluffy? To my horror, Von told me....that Grandmama told Mum,we cannot bury cats!!! Mum found Fluffy in the morning,stiff and all that...and she was late for work. SO,she wrapped her with a towel,put her into a PLASTIC BAG,and disposed it in the GARBAGE ROOM OF OUR APARTMENT!!!!!! I'm speechless... Von asked if I want to cry together with her. Maybe it's due to the fact that I have not slept at all since I left KL,it hasn't really hit me yet. But I told her I don't want to hear about it and she'd better stop talking about it before I get pissed off.
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