F E L I N E R S

exactly what i'm feeling right now?
absence makes the heart grow fonder
and to that, i'd like to add:
the longer the absence, the fonderer the heart becomes
and also..
the fact that one repeats the absence & presence in my life
- in years, or months, or weeks - suddenly they're there, suddenly they're not..
the heart tires out dealing with this..

i am so thinking about the future
one comes to me saying "i'm gonna go back to my hometown to open a cake shop"..
another few say,"i'm getting married!"
some left the country to work overseas..
one boarded on a ship for months..
one freaking migrated and is constantly moving about in different continents..

i feel grateful for still having poosy staying across the street..
and a few more who fill my days constantly..
with much laughter and silliness..
for taking away the void from me..