suddenly i imagine being my younger self
that time when i first stepped into college
and the time when i left college
searching for a job, asking for an increment
the whole process of searching for a place to stay
taking public transports to and fro everywhere
the enthusiasm that i had
the places i wanted to see
the people i wanted to meet
the things i wanted to do
now that i have some of these in place - i've been, i've met, i've done..
but something doesn't feel quite right
whatisitwhatisitwhatisit?
forgot who i was - who i used to be
only now i'm trying to remember
bit by bit it's coming back to me
recollections from everywhere float back
seem to have lost enthusiasm in almost everything
seems like Anything would do now
the whole thing seem like a lazy process
no sense of eagerness like before..
blehhhh
i shall remind myself
to once in a while search that energetic interest in everyday things
*scribbles on a yellow post-it note*
*sticks it*
eyah...as u get older...u lose that the child optimistic ways, eagerness, innocence bit by bit...
sometimes its because of dreams unfulfilled, or just... i dunno. i think it is important though to try to keep some bits of that child because i feel, at times, it is precisely because of that that u strive to achieve something great...or are able to keep the faith in urself in alot of the things u want to do or have in life.
right??
Kitty said...
10:15 AM
singing "i dont wanna grow up"
justbee said...
11:55 PM