F E L I N E R S

dear poos,

do u realize that we have known each other for 10 years now? it all began with just a little bit of nonsense (in an amusing way).. and each year, more & more nonsense is being accumulated.. our amusement isn't like the one u have with Zero, but i do hope u enjoy the nonsense i have been providing.. *juggles with shit*

i read somewhere that "no aspect of our mental life is more important to the quality & meaning of our existence than emotions. they are what make life worth living." with this, i'd like to let u know that u have made me go through many different emotions..

u have given me joy, by being my 'highlight' of the day.. just by being your zestful self *whistles*

acceptance, by acknowledging our differences (& similarities) and welcoming me into your life..

fear, by insisting that i should listen to those ambient music u have at home..

surprise, by giving me Big News occasionally.. and also, seeing how everyone grows.. yours is by far the most surprising.. from being someone who ultimately lives life on the edge to someone who now has such overwhelming emotional prudence.. (prudence, yo)

disgust, when u tell me u're getting another tattoo!! (sorry, no offense)

anger, that time when i was driving you and idiot in my car on my birthday last year..

anticipation, when we make plans in the future.. (we are doing the solo backpacking "together", right?)

optimism, when things go downhill in my life

awe, when u share with me your positive outlook in life, among all other artsy things

disappointment, when u sometimes can't show up for some sessions

jealousy, within the year when u were abroad for studies, because it seems like my friendship was being replaced by new friends so ever easily.. (that's when i sent u my passport picture! haha)

inspiration, to become a better person in so many ways..

love, by sharing with me all of the above mentioned..

and most recently (today), u have made me gone through a sadness pang, by confirming the date that u're leaving..

miss hampau emerged and realized that she has a new situation to deal with.. a situation that was planned ahead but didn't seem real.. until today..

oh well.. apparently, THESE, are what make life worth living.

signing off in an unhappy way,
garf